Beyond the mosaic

23 Nov

Beyond the mosaic of yellow squares that rise up in the dark like a wall above my bed, there is another universe, a world where I fall into the faces of passers-by, inhabiting them like a candle with new light, a new way for them to touch the world. But they run off ahead of me, trailing me behind them like a vapour trail, or the tail of a kite, luminous in the sky above. I’m out again, my own self tipping quietly toward the yellow wall, wanting always to go back through, but there are some days when you just can’t. Sometimes weeks. There might have been a number of years there when I never remembered that the yellow wall was there. Some days you just have to ride the bus to work and continue to hope. Or not even that. Forget hope. Just carry on. Slide along in faith. Something might matter again someday.

The new guy is ready with his gun of light shining out somehow from deep inside him.

It was the day I chipped my middle finger nail. The people on the bus had their eyes closed. Except for the girl with her hair piled up on top of her head like something burst up out of her skull.

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3 Responses to “Beyond the mosaic”

  1. kleebythesea November 28, 2015 at 2:10 am #

    I was thinking about how much I miss the way you arrange words on a page.

    • theseriallibrary November 28, 2015 at 2:24 pm #

      Great to hear from you Kathy. How are you?

      • kleebythesea November 29, 2015 at 12:28 am #

        I’m well, as I hope you are, Ken. I will catch you up via email soon. It’s my busy season at work, but things calm down after December 7th. Your writing is ever comforting, like sitting quietly with a treasured friend. It’s a joyous feeling, so thank you.

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